MY HAMSTER DIED.

i accomplished absolutely nothing this summer
and pretty much wasted all of it.

& if i'm nervous i won't show it
my words still come out right
i'm the most impressive product
around.

um
the end.

vacation
is in two days
woo

summer is good
kind of boring
lots of babysitting
bleh.




this is because i can spell confusion with a k
it's hard to like it
it's to dying in anothers arms
and why i had to try it
it's to jimmy eat world
& those nights in my car
but this time i'm alone
and i don't see those stars
i'm not your star

i want to have the same last dream again
the one where i wake up & i'm alive
just as the four walls close me within
my eyes are opened up with pure sunlight
i'm the first to know
my dearest friends
even if your hope has burned with time
anything that's dead shall be re-grown
& your vicious pain
your warning sign
you will be fine
hey oh here i am
& here we go
life's waiting to begin.

so panic! came last night
it was fabulous
as usual.

after the show
i met greta from the hush sound
she's pretty much my hero
it was amazing.

vacation in six days
i don't have anything
to write about anymore.

PANIC!
is tonight
i'm leaving in
like 30 minutes
by myself
haha
yayy

& if i die in my sleep
are you still willing
to be everything you
promised you would be?

vacation is soon
panic! comes sooner
yay :]

promise yourself
that this isn't
all we've got

yesterday was my birthday
so now i'm 15
yeahh

vacation with ari is soon
i'm pretty excitedd

sometimes songs on my playlist
come on over & over
so i'm like
wow its a sign
and i try to figure out what it means
because i'm pretty cool like that.

yeah twice is nice
but three times is just right

oh yeah,
i get to meet pete.

tomorrow is june
which means
panic!, greeley, & vacation

yesterday the rocket summer was here
i forgot to get a ticket though

ari, luke, & kristen took me to the movies
for my birthday
we saw stick it, it was pretty good
plus luke got me a over the hedge stuffed animal
its the little racoon
& a hello kitty coloring book :]

last night
kristen ari kyle & i
watched a really sad movie
we didn't cry though.

i'm watching my sister
and i totally forgot i was
making macaroni & cheese
haha

my birthday is in 3 days
15 babyy

arianna & i leave for vacation
in 18 days
panic! comes in 11
yayy

i think in decimals and dollars
i am the cause to all your problems

so far summer is good
my hamster bit me 4 times today
stupid.

new icon
old picture
kind of.

school is finally out.

i have to reset my password
on this thing each time i
log in becuase i always forget
what it is.

summer is going
to be amazing
hopefully.

right now i'm
exhausted

i got an a on most
of my finals
i'm pretty impressed.

i'm going to go
watch a movie.
goodnight




oh yeah, p.s.
i'm getting a new cell phone
FINALLY

look, i finally used the music thing.

this place was never the same again
after you came & went
how can you say you meant
anything different to anyone
standing alone on the street
with a ciggarette on the
first night we met
look to the past
and remember and smile
and maybe tonight i breathe
for a while i'm not
in this scene i think
i'm falling asleep
but then all that it
means is i'll always
be dreaming of you.